i deleted my previous blog cokeisfunny.tumblr.com.
i didnt like what i wrote. and figured i should start anew.
i learnt many interesting things today, well. at least interesting enough to keep me posting this.
i realised that a winged pad has a front and back. for the 6 years of wearing winged pads, i have always worn them in any way i want to. but now, i just realised that there is a difference.
like what they say, every new day is a learning journey. way to go, evonne. (:
oh oh! and i made a resolution along the way. i figured how important it is to stay true to yourself and not want to be someone else? like we all know that bimbos get the attention right. but looking deeper, they’re pretty jealous of people’s intellect, i mean, if they actually realise and admit that they arent too smart, that is. so yeahh. no point wanting to be like them.
as the saying goes, ‘the grass is always greener on the other side’. i know right. im pretty much into literature today.
hafiz said stuff that made me happy and contented today. he told me he has never loved someone that much in any relationships before. im really glad to hear it, whether it actually means alot to him when he said that or not.
like i told him. i dont see this as a regular relationship. it’s something ive not done. something i really put my effort and heart into it. something i really decided to change and commit to it. loads of ‘first times’ have been dedicated to this relationship. and im not regretting it. at least not for now. i love him. and i have to admit. i really love him. i dont know how to compare the love to the other boys i once fell for, but i know i dont want to lose him. not anytime soon.
im glad we made it this far. and i hope it’ll go further. to the furthest. i guess telling you i wish we could get married, have kids and live together now would be pretty much a scare. because it is to me. thinking im 18 and schooling. but damn i love you.
for the arguments, for the tears, for the anger, for the laughter, for the joy, for the comfort. everything. with you. im glad. thank you.
i love you hafiz.(: