i was taken aback by what happened yesterday. i know what 05 is capable of. many think theyre hypocrites. heard so. felt so.
then again. i realised its how things are gonna be.
different mindsets set for the same goal. ultimately, everyone will have their own route towards the goal. it’s how morally right you set them
i dont see a point in influencing others to think the way you do. i feel that its a waste of time. at the end of the day. they dont know what theyre doing or following. theyre blinded.
then again. misunderstandings are unavoidable in groups this big. whats the use of wanting to clarify stuff when more words are spoken and more misunderstandings are bound to happen? im pretty amused. not a bad thing. just amused.
i often thought that they were hypocrites. but i guess thats the way things are done. i guess i like them. but i dont know how i’ll feel if im one of them who are victimised and left to die with stares that kill and remarks that stab.
i wont take it cuz i dont see a point. for these few semesters. ive been putting myself aside. i know how much they resent it. but i know its a difficult class.
i like them though. insightful. intelligent bunch of people. very interesting too. theyre stories form a series of drama i guess. probably dramatic enough to make up a season or two.
this trip might be a fruitful one. but i might return to square one at the end of the day. after all, we have our different routes to one ultimate goal: a diploma.
i miss home. i miss my bf.
selamat hari raya. (: