it’s human nature i guess, to be afraid of being lonely.
what i admire, or respect is how people admits of the loneliness they dread or they’re feeling.
what i admire more, is embracing loneliness. it’s nothing to feel embarrassed about. it’s never a bad thing. it’s a time for so many things you never get to do with people around you. it’s a moment of soul-searching, in some cases.
you like the attention. it makes you feel wanted. too much of it smokes what’s really there. blurs who’s really there for you. and at the end of the day, you feel lost and confused. cos’ you’ve never dared to face reality. to see what’s right in front of you.
Times have changed. We aren’t close anymore. It is almost like we never were. But we were. You know more about me than anybody I know. You know more about me than the people I am close to now. Simply because I am not as close to them as I was to you. I am scared to be as close to people, because…